hell0z(:

i shall update more later. now i only want to vent my anger.

f it kays. tmd, f it. f. it. i had enough.. when will this stop? cant you think for miee? i am just miee, and you are just you. i dont understand this at all. if you haffe no life, can you just go and GET A LIFE? and live with it. dont interfer with my life, will you? i am living happily, and contented with it. dont come spoil my day and ruin my day. f it kays.

i simply dont understand wth is wrong lor. and why ppl just like to copy others. cant they just be original? or rather, cant they not be a copycat? and its rude lor. ppl's original and you copy it down without copyrighting them. its just argh. and i have seen enough of this type of ppl. not respecting others work de. and copy wholesale or making a tiny bits of e copyrighted work, den copyrighting themselves. dont they noe whats e real meaning of copy rights? this is just what that makes my blood boils. not e first, and it wont be the last. at least, i can be proud and say this.. "i am original". imagining urself using other's work den say "i am original", how do you feel? wont you feel guilty? this type of things just makes miee angry. didnt you ppl learn dhat original is important? pfffft get a life. and pls pls, live with it. be original.

it has been like quite some time since my blog is so #$%^ grrrr+pfffft
this aint e elaine i want myself to be. dhats why i have been keeping myself under control and not exploding. but, now.. i just cant stop myself from exploding anymore. i dunoe when is e next time my emotions will explode again. den it will be yi fa bu ke shou shi le.

once again, you make miee happy. (:
cool my mood down, and i love e song TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR, ur own invention. hehee.
ty ty ty. so glad dhat i have you as my korkor, and whenever i am sad, you will make my day. (: i'm sure dhat i want you to be my k0r forevbber. haha, to be there to tolerate my ren xing. nothing else, but a kor dhat will be my angel. (((:
ibelieve dhat will come true de.
haha, i truly believe in this. (:

believe in what you believed in.(:
copyrighted elaine.
and i deeply believe in making this to be a forever. ((:

i am now much calmer. nono, i am not calm at all. i am still so freaking mad kays. this sucks. f it kays, i hate this. i hate this. i hate this. grrrrr i had enough of this kind of ppl le... brrrr they makes miee mad.


okays, abt my day.
slack e whole day. didnt went out laas. cause ytd my father nevber reply what. den today he say can, hmmmphs, i also dont want le. no mood. cause ytd vonne ask, you dont reply.. now.. we dont want go le. :P wahaha. den just now chat on msn laas. haha. (x

actually my day is so very fine, as there's no sch today.. den now, its ruin.
i have seen enough of it lor. everywhere also see ppl copying others. copying others©righted themselves. and i see ppl copying miee too. copy others is enough, and MIEE? dhats terrible kays. no matter how hard these ppl tried, they are still not e real original. and they will forevbber not look like e real thing. and so, i'm real. yay! i'm still so boiling mad. how i wish i can go straight to e face and say"be original laas. get your life."

it has been long since i am so #$%^ ya. i know it too. i'm actually very guai these 2 terms de. and today, i am not. as this is enough. tmr, i hope i can be guai. haha.

yup yup. i have found one angel in my life le. YAY!
and i am one too, right? heehee. not i say de. :P

haha, how many angels can i find lehs?
my angel must be very nice, caring, kind de. and understands miee alot. protects miee alot. and able to makes miee smile, laugh. and makes my day when i am sad. haha. and my angel surely is ppl who are close to miee de. (: and ppl who can tolerate my guai pi qi. (:
till now, one angel is good enough, as i have many DARLING friends. xD

I LOVE MY DARLING FRIENDS, K0R, FAMILY IN SCHOOL&HOME. ((((:
still so angry. argh grr pffft.

promise are meant to be kept& not to be broken right?
here's a quote which i took from ge dou tian wang. copyrights them. (:
he ye de zhuan wan shi bai tian, fen nu de zhuan wan shi kuai le.

& here's e quest i have for myself&answer for myself.

wo xin li de fen nu hui bian cheng kuai le marr?
wo xin li de hen hui bian cheng ai mar?
wo xin li de tao yan hui bian cheng xi ai mar?

da an:
wo xin li de fen nu, you ke neng hui bian cheng kuai le.
dan..
wo xin li de hen, bu ke neng bian cheng ai, wo xin li de tao yan ye bu ke neng bian cheng xi ai.
dui bu qi, wo ban bu dao. wo bu wei da, shuo yi wo ban bu dao. (: